| well, the day that i have been somewhat dreading has finally come. in a few short hours, i'll be leaving for davis. i can't believe that i'm going to be a college student. this is kinda like my last xanga post as a high school student (thanks lisa). i know i'm not ready to leave home or leave my old way of life behind.. i feel like i'm such a baby. i should be ecstatic that i'm leaving and i get to go out into the real world, but instead, i'm feeling more insecure and scared than anything. i'm nervous about the new workload, i'm sad that i have to leave my parents (even though they're only 2 hours away), and i'm scared to death about the decisions i'm going to have to make. on the other hand, i am excited to gain some independence (even if i feel i'm not ready for it), meet new people, and actually find out what i want to do for the rest of my life. i don't know what waits for me at davis, but i can only hope that i will be happy. i hope all of you find happiness too wherever you are.  |
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| holy shit, i passed.
happy fourth everyone! |
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| Well.. i guess i'm officially employed for the summer. come visit me! i'm working at Ohana Hawaiian BBQ downtown. it's toward the end of castro. |
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| Hey.. i actually did win something from my first lotto ticket! i matched one number and the mega number, which means... i won a total of $2! i am now one dollar richer |
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